alive michelle character analysis

Name : Michelle Connor

Personality : Most of the time gloomy, but happy when around Brandon, loves painting

Relationship with Mum :

Mum....what can I say. She just doesn't get me. It's like she can't even see me. All she cares about is Chantelle, and honestly it pissed me off. Yes, I'm jealous. I'm jealous at the way she treats my sister. Why can't she treat me the same? And I'm also jealous when I see my friends with their mothers. They're so close, and me and Mum, we're just worlds apart. She forces me to do things I don't want to do. Like taking Science. And I conform to it in hopes that she would love me more. But she has such high expectations for me, I can't keep up to that standard. Thus, I'm a failure in her eyes. And it breaks my heart because I can never be good enough, not even for my own mother.

Relationship with Dad :

Dad is basically like Mum, but maybe not that bad. I mean, he doesn't openly tell me I'm a failure. He's more of the stern type, telling me what to do. He and mum are on the same page. I hate the fact that Chantelle is daddy's little angel, and I'm like...Daddy's accidental child? He tells me off quite often. but not as much as Mum because he's busy with his business. I'm not close to him, I hardly even see him. But then again., I'm not close toa ny of my family. It's like I don't even belong. I think my surname is the only connection I have to my family.

Relationship with Chantelle :

One word, BITCH. I can't stand her!!!! Maybe I'm just jealous. I don't know. You know sometimes I wish she wasn't born because if she wasn't, I don't have to be like her. She always has an underlying meaning to whatever she says. Like when she's nice to me, there's usually a meaning behind it. She's such a show-off, rubbing her achievements in my face. I hate her. If its even possible to hate a sibling. I would gladly trade her for another sister. I wish I had a sister that I could relate to, talk to. Share my secrets to. But Chantelle, she's just...UGH.

Relationship with Brandon :

Three words, I love him. i feel like he's the only one who understands me. he's the only one who cares and loves me. He's more of family than my own family. I don't ever want to lose him. I trust him with my heart and soul. He's the only one I've got, and the only one I need.

Relationship with David :

I love him in a brotherly way. He's been my best friend forever and Im grateful for all the times he's been there for me. But, he can sometimes be so overprotective of me that it gets kinda annoying. He tends to over-react. And I hate it when he talks bad about Brandon. Its like he doesnt trust me to make my own judgement about people in my life. But he's still a true friend.

Goal in life : To be whoever I want to be